Aww! It's so tiny!

I had my first ultrasound! I was mesmerized as I lay there looking at our teeny little baby with it's heart beating away! I realize from the picture it looks like a whole lot of nothing, however I promise it is there! So look at my picture, think of it as one of those psych evaluations, "what does the spot look like to you?" And know that although it may look like random dark spots of nothingness to you, to me it is a miracle! I felt better on Friday than I have in weeks. Somehow seeing the cause of so much torment brightened my spirits. The fact that I am actually having another baby really hit me and I came to terms with the nausea and the exhaustion because they are the symptoms of something so incredible! As I snuggled with Aly tonight before I put her down for bed I started to cry (something I do often these days) as I realized these precious moments with just the two of us were going to change and yet how amazing that I will have another sweet little person to sing to, read with, and snuggle. I am so excited to have another baby! So bring on the morning sickness, I can take it! I will tough it out because it is all worth it in the end.